ok,i didnt end up going to sleep so i read your book, its got a lot of deep emotions but i hope non of it is true

if it is u need to know that almost every1 goes through that kind of stuff in their life.Some ppl have to deal with more than others do but in the end it makes u who u are.I have been through a lot in my life But i always knew that there is people worse of than me.

I have wanted to kill my self 2 but i just see that as taking the easy way out.Most of the time id think about my family & even though i most prob had a fight with them they would be sad that im gone and they would miss me.So even thinkin about how they would feel with me gone,would make me feel worse.

Life is hard & you will go through parts in your life that make u think man its not worth in.But in the end u will find out it was.There is some1 out there for every1,u will find that person.

After everything that i have been through i would not change a thing because i wouldn't be the person i am 2day

hey i was passin by and saw your page...... ill read your story some other time i would read it now but its kinda late



i like what you have done with your profile and your dp is realy nice


well

take care and talk 2 u later

Ok, so your story is kinda interesting, and I'm sure that now you realise that lots of people have had similar experiences of worthlessness.. what parts of it are true and what is fiction? Obviously you didn't kill yourself so that's a good thing. If you do hear voices and feel evil around you, and if you want those feelings to stop - you need to forgive yourslef and invite goodness to reside in your heart. How old are you? The desire to commit suicide is also a feeling that many people experience, but if you don't die soon, you might realise that you need to get over it or you will be simply wasting your time on earth being fucked up. Though its easier said then done, if you set out to be happy, have forgiveness and compassion in your heart everyday, and tell yourself that you are worth living you may find the feeling of wanting to kill your dissipitate. Right now it sounds as though evil has dominion over you, so you need to take the power back.

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again i read yours and eveytime i found something els i wasn;t know about..... hope you doing well ..
and i know that everytime i read it i'll find something new ... depend also in your feeling that God give it to us as A gift ....

Love you? huh? me confuzzled *shrug*

Don't know what I did with the list of publishers I was given, I got one at the end of my first secondary year but I have no idea what I did with it. lol.

I can't add you as a friend if ur profile is private, you'll have to add me?

wbs x

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